lalalalala~~~ i cant hear u lalalala~~~

hahahaha. im being unsually hyper today. lolx. cause today was math class, and i was like, the second one in the WHOLE class cuz i came at 8. lolx. talked to karwee. hahaha. hes so cute. anyways, we talked until jac came then talk more! then ate breakfast then ermx.. more people came? then some went to the class, some went to meet us to talk and everything. its so fun! im like so glad im in 3/2. i luv it more than anything! anyways, we talked alot and drank tea..talked more crap and we FINALLY got to the ITR 1. it was nice. today we learnt how to do erm... modulars and everything. its a very easy topic i think because i seem to take it in very easily so im pretty glad. =) the best part was when min sun, jac and i started twisting the questions and everything and it made it really challenging but it was stretching our minds to accept new concepts and everything so i think its great. this was the BEST math class. it rocked! as in, i taught people how to do it and everything and i feel good. hahahahaha. gives me the re-assurance that i can do it if i tried? now, im not so scared of graphical questions. lolx.

yepx. and now, i finally feel 15 as in, i find that im more mature than i think i am? at some aspects at the least. my mind is more.. open? i think so. now i need to really plan out my future. i always thought i would join mass com cause i really like presenting and talking and everything but now that i think about it, i don't really feel like writing too. i don't really enjoy it. actually, i prefer teaching new stuff. i don't really want to enter the teaching world though. maybe join a company to hold talks and seminars 'cause i really want to... spread knowledge but not in a .. teacher-ey way if you get what i mean. =)

i went to tm today with my mum and i ate ALONE for the THIRD time in my WHOLE LIFE. i felt so alone!!! the verdict's out. i can't be alone. ever. thats why i always make it a point to talk to people even if i don't really like them somewhat. hehehx. but i like my friends. they're great! ESP AFs + FAMILY + BESTIES + 3E2!!!! they so rulee!!! not to mention my bandies! *grins*
anyways, i went to tm and ate a snack at coffee bean.. so weird eating alone. but i managed to do my SS hw! now thats something! hahaha. many down, many more to go! i went to an all out shopping trip with my mum but we didn't buy much. just stuff here and there. yepx. and err... it was really crowded and everything. hmmx. *yawns* shall sleep now... really tired. maybe i shall read abit first then i'll sleep. =)

my life is so changed... a bigger smarter brain means there is more stuff to think about. with great genius comes great thinking time allocation... sigh*