haix..im feeling damn stressed..
feel lyk i have to nerd during the hols and give it all i got before i drown..
its lyk..d water is half wae..to mi knees- waist...
urgh..pressure..
i duno lah..i reli duno if i can maintain n stay in 3/1..n even if im in 3/1, i'll be fighting to the death..
as in..i know that in other classes, its not so competetive..
but i just cant help but wonder what the other classes get..
im like..totally seriously fighting for my damn life here..i think if i don't go into 3/1, i die..
must use the mid yr results as a gauge n lyk..totally cheong at ca n sa...if not..can dig grave..
buy one get one free..
but i do know about.... 15 or so ppl frm mi class wont make it.
i just hope im not in the list..
as in...i truely must thank mrs hong mann..if my home ec also not so good..i think my average won't even hit b3 mann...
lolx..luckily i got a2..but i dont think thats good...haix..even mum saes so...
she was lyk..'mus fight! fight if not next time how?'
feel so pressure mann..duno what to do liaox.. lyk..so totally bu zhi suo cuo...
i dont feel like going out mann..
feel like i don't deserve it.....feel like i dont deserve to go overseas...
i feel like i have no right to play at all...
must ask ave n wy to tutor me liaox in science tt is..
math...stupid lor..mi careless mistakes..
but tts not a good xcuse..infact, i shldnt even be able to lyk...think of ani excuses..
mi own damn bloody fault.. just hope that my art will pull me up..
then wahh...still got hope liaox..
then now still got tt damn tenor sax..urgh..
life is soooo gray sometimes..o well..