todae..was...stressed..
i was quite gloomy and totally PMSed..
reason? got PMS lah... sooooo prone to irritating now.. sorri..
and so i stared the day..really tired and all... it dragged on n on..on n on..
wahhh..can DIE man..then still got rehersal..
didnt reli eat todae cuz got no appetite n having mood swing..
first i was happi then gloomy..
hyper then totally... sooooo dejected..
if ya get wad i mean..
i was quite snappy towards d end of the dae..
as in..i snapped at nat...oops.. but nvm...:D *smirks*
was pissed off wif d junior band instructor..
he is so...sigh*
and sad to sae..throughout the whole rehersal
the band was...gloomy..
we were sooo gloomy.. our gloominess totally radiated.
as in..it spread sooooo much tt choir was affected...
malay dance didnt reli smile..
and well...d onli ppl unaffected were some COLD HEARTED ppl n the dance n drama..
they sooooo rocked the kallang threatre man!!!!
y? they got GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!
aniwax.....we were gloomy cuz the sch didnt reli giv us support..n we didnt do our best.
n then when everione started talking about it..i was feeling sooo... i duno..sad...
we didnt blame anione. we just thought we lacked experience.
so yeah. the gloominess radiated so much, even mr toh n mrs tan came to comfort us..
saying that the sch was bhind us. yeah right!
as in... 'we wld now lyk to introduce the dance n drama for making the sch proud 4 getting gold with honours!'
as in..soooo bias..didnt the concert band, choir and malay dance make the sch proud?
***** them mann... lyk as if we didnt do anitin! lyk we didnt practice..lyk we didnt work lyk slaves..
the more i thought about it..the more sad i felt..
and i tink everyone was sad.. save SOME people..
wad can i sae? girls r more emotional..
i ALMOST cried..TWICE..
once during d rehersal when i was so fed up..
then another time when mrs quek was talking to us and then she was crying...
the clarinets cried..
and the cornets..
alto sax was...neutral.. i was holding bak...
it was sooo painful..then o mann..was so freaking moody throughout the whole keeping instrument ting..
then went to change..
sigh* was sighing the whole time...
as in...yes..lyk wad horsey saed, cannot cry ova spilt milk..
but hes devoid of emotion..
and well...fishy n natalie lack d passion..they reli lack it..
as in..they didnt even feel sad..not once!
i tink the onli ppl whu were into it were edna, blanche, d clarinet, flutes..
sigh* im dissappointed in the animal frens..as in..the animal animal frens..
as in..dun they feel anitin? yes..cannot cry ova spilt milk but at least feel a LITTLE remorsful rite?
sigh* duno lah... feel so sad and stressed..
i MUST get a silver at LEAST b4 i leave this sch..
if not, all d hard work for NOTHING!
must aim..must work..must practice..
and together, we will do it!
the sec 2s '05 will do it! we will make it..
we will seize it..
we will come back..
we will rule.
we will do it...
we will get silver..AT LEAST!
we will do our sch prouder than it eva was made..
we will make mrs quek CRY and mr tan CRY not bcuz of sum other sch but bcuz of US!
we will make ms yip proud.
we will improve and practice..
we will do our very best..
we will clinch it.
we will make all the other bands b in disgrace.
y? bcuz at our 2nd time, we will DO IT!
sec 2s... we will make our seniors proud..
we will not play..
we will take it seriously..
and slap everyone in d face for looking down on us.
we will enter the hall..we will face everyone..and look at them
and WIN!