hiiiiiiii....super bored..
but but but...
i finished studying for...geog and mi cl test
hopefully, i wld do better than last time..
yepx...i wana give the teacher a big fat slap on her face when she sees if i do well..i shall show her..
and mrs tang also
im gona study lyk crazi
and then lyk..make sure she doesnt look down on me..bcuz i tink she does.
well, the feeling is mutual.
sigh*
i duno...im just super worried about mi sciene now...sigh* i tink mi blog is starting to get darker..
as in..duno lah..might end up the same as.........mmm
duno lah..just feeling reli stressed..
as in..what if i dun get good marks?
as in..okk...i top mi class in el and everything...which is kinda erm..xpected?
so if i dun everyone wld lyk go 'whoa....' and tts TERRIBLE...
as in..everyone xpects sooo much out of me..
as in..mi cl tch..
just bcuz im oh so close to an A last yr, she xpects me to get distinction
and just bcuz i got merit for australian math and is in math olympiad, do i hav to do well in E math?
did anione bother to think that i work better with thinkin qs than mathematical problems? nooo..
they just xpect so damn bloody much
and just bcuz i did OK in science last yr, stoopid tang xpects me to do well in it this yr when she doesnt give a f*king damn how she teaches!
as in...!!!!
and lyk.... just bcuz ....sigh* i dun hav to continue do i?
im lyk..so super stressed now..and its common test..
as in...okk..im frm nyps rite? so? as in..im in bgss now..no betta than anione else there..
as in..lyk..im feeling pressurised..as in...natalie is in 2/5 and he gets better marks than me and is xceling in math
as in..how does he do tt? i just dun understand math animore..
as in..in math olympiad, i understand everything and can do about..3/4 of the qs there
but u throw a normal simple algebraic sum at me and i just fall into bits n pieces
as in...!!! i reli dun understand how mi brain works...
sigh* and i tink im gona revise mi science again. totally.
im super confused.. shld i go to the formal party? as in...its at the weekend of mi common tests. do i reli need to study? or can i just about 2 hrs off?
sigh* i reli reli reli duno..here i m, trying to catch up..mayb i will skip the formal dinner thing...
sigh* shall organize subject table for revision.
ENGLISH-no need
CHINESE-memo
MATH-practice
SCIENCE-learn everything ALL OVER AGAIN
LIT-read through
GEOG-read through
HIST-memo
HOME EC-memo
ART-nthg to do......
right..okk..since i finish learning mi cl test, i shall....study it now...make notes all over again..mm....buaize.