im starting to think that i must be seriously, very very bored to like..totally blog almost everyday..fine. everyday. uh huh. band prac was tiring as in.. after practicing for like...2 hrs, i find miself playing captains ball for 40 mins straight. after that, we sorta stopped cause xin yi like..duno..did smthg to her ankle and cried alot. seriously, i dun tink it was THAT pain..ok..i know im being an emotionless lil creep but.. honestly, she must be like...duno..the cannot-bear-pain type of person..geeze..i sprained mi ankle like so mani times, im used to it. which is why i dont yell and scream in agony.. uh huh. we played in sections and it was kinda a relief cause like..mi erm.. 'arranged' group turned out to be me, kim, lamb and some other ppl i dun reli noe and like..geeze..onli 3 ppl were present so we dropped the whole 'arranged' gp thing and like sorta erm.. got into sections which totally rock. uh huhx. so it was like me, blanche, nigel, si hui, melissa and that tenor sax gurl playing against erm.. a gp of reli tall ppl but OK lah..we managed to erm.. like catch up a lil.. erm..sorta like.. 11-10. we lost but OK. then like we played against the flutes and french horns and it was chaos mann..as in.. we hardly had a chance to pass cause there was so mani ppl but we still managed to beat them like..5-3 so uh huh. it was like..so damn tiring.. me, blanche, si hui and melissa played non-stop while nigel decided to erm..not get 'sticky' and chose to be goal keeper. uh huhx. at the 2nd round, we made the tenor sax gurl b captain so like.. we cld pass easier cuz nigel is like..sorta better at catching the ball? duno. wadeva. blanche was real good and i felt soooo happi playing captain's ball again as in..the last time i played was in p6 and mann..i miss it like shit. kinda rusty but managed to get the ball lah.. after that, i was like...enjoying life like shit.. as in..in the form of music. duh. i just uploaded mi erm.. mp3 player and like..music was just blasting and that rox..mm.. went to the bus stop with blanche and edna. met yan cong and nigel on the way..decided to ignore them. then like...i sat 67 home with hannah.. she was listening to the radio..she had the duno..creative mp3. duno wad version. uh huhx. then i went to mi gran's hse and ate like there was no tmr. actually, i just ate very fast and like.. ate onli...1/2 of what was given to me? so i was real full and damn tired and i went to take a shower and go for tuition. so damn tired..slept in the train, slept half way in lessons as in..i know i was gona sleep but i kept awake..as in..half and half..then i bought mc donalds and went back to granma's hse.. pooey..no one was at home. decided to watch erm..peter pan? got half wae through then was called to go out for dinner. seriously, i know that its real childish but i cant help being a 7 yr old kid, screaming 'i blive in fairies, i do! i do!' can i? as in..as what chris saed, she wun b surprised if i get caught embrassing miself during recess.. geeze... i didnt know i was THAT lunatical.. aniwax, i didnt reli eat dinner. just ate like..3 mouthfuls of rice.. and loads of fish, one piece of chicken and like..thats it. i even turned down chocolate ice cream and thats a miracle but i wld b wasting food so i decided to save the food for the..unfortunate ppl and just sit down and read. uh huh. then i took MRT home with mi aunt. home as in.. to grandma's hse. cause like..mi other aunt's car cant like..squeeze so mani ppl so i decided to walk and that rox as in..i cant stand being in a car after i eat dinner. i feel real weird and ready to vomit. so yeah..i walked frm china town all the way to raffles place and then took the train back home. mmm.. sat down for a while then had to most refreshing shower... lalala... and now, im here so uh huh.. gona like..duno..stone. buaize. btw, check out song 5 i mi church's musical.. its so nice... its part of the scene in david and goliath.. the part when.. they lost the 1st part of the war and the isrealites (me, ting, jonana, rachel, sarah, michelle) cry out to God for help.. uh huh..

we've reached our end,
we've lost the race
lord we need ur strength and grace

*smthg i forgot. 2nd verse lah...*

you promised us you wld never leave us,
you promised us victory
you promised you wld stay bside us
but where is the help we need?
you promised us you wld guide every step
we wld b winning prehaps
you promised us we wld win with glory and not in this misery

*dialog between david and brother and friend*

our gd frens hav died,
some lost their sight
what are we doing in this fight?

a horrible day
i've got nthg to say
i see that there really is no way

David: but there is god, our father
brother: he hasnt done anithin
David: hav faith, take heart mi brothers
brother: our god wont help us win

Bridge:
where are you god?
we're calling for you lord
you've left us all alone
where are you god?

kinda nice right? if u happen to know the melody. its so..nice. hahaha..obvly, u duno the melody so yeah... too bad.