hi..mannn..im so tired and im irritated so like..dun piss me off. ok..i just got pissed off by matthew chua that irritating..urgh! forget it. i shall NOT waste my energy typing out words to curse him.. im grumpy, irritated and frustrated so dont go near me unless u have a 10 foot long pole raduis around me.. urgh! i was so tired today..i woke up at 7.45, packed, went to grandma's hse, walked from tao nan all the way to marine parade in the damn hot day, walked back in the burning rays of the sun..seriously roasting, carrying like..3 kg with each of my hands so i was dead tired... ran around the canteen of tao nan 3 times trying to ask my cousin to stop running and just... walk outside.. stood outside for 5 mins and finally caught a taxi, went back to gran's hse.. took a bath.. sat down for a while, walked around the place, ate lunch, changed, stood at the bus stop for 20 mins and stood on the bus for 15, brisk walked to sch, reached end of canteen and sprinted all the way to the band room, rushed to fix my alto sax cause i was unintentionally late as in..i wasnt even aware of the damn time so i came early and i was... 10-15 mins late and i thought i was early and in blanche told me that band prac started at 2.45 so i reached there at bout 2.10-2.15 and it started at 2 so help ur brain and do some subtraction. and like.. no break, blew lungs out..finished band, walked to the bus stop only to have matthew insult, curse and vent his frustration for no apparent reason at all and seriously, i didnt deserve that cause i was nice enough to lend his damn friend yan cong my hp and let him contaminate it so i did NOT want to be yelled at at all. grrrrr. so now im dead frustrated and im having a headache and im tired so BUZZ OFF! so yeah..i went home with fish and gorilla..walked like..300-400 m, went home, bath again..i seriously showered 3 times today. but thats definately not my record. my record was...5/6 times cause i went down to swim, came up, showered, went to swim again, went up, showered, went to roller blade, came back, showered, went out, came back, showered, went to damn crowded place for dinner, showered, went to foam party, came back, showered. so yeah..bout there...urgh.. mann..i have to go back to sch again..call this marking day.. urgh!!! stupid!!!! bloody!!! pissed...mann.. im so pissed. the ego freak just like said 'im going to spore idol. haha!' seriously, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!!!! urgggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i shall stop screaming my head off and calm down..seriously, when i get my hands on yan cong's dvc, im gona rip it into pieces for not being able to control his damn bloody irritating friend...urggg!!!!