o mann..today's english oral was crap mann..i dont think i am going to do so well.. as in..ms eng was asking me so many questions and like..i dont think i was on exactly the right track.. mann..i felt so uneasy with her..urgh. gross. plus the fact that she has high standards makes it even worse for poor ME. mann..i was talking in that bloddy 'accent' EWWWW. and the act that i didnt know what to say for pic desp cause there is nothing to say.. EWWW.and she didnt even start mann.. ms eng jus told me to describe. she didnt even ask a single question! and ms chua said she would! urgh... mann..im gona kill her. she completely sorta saboed our class and that sucks in a way.. EWWW EW EW EW EW EW EW. mann..and there was erm..conversation.. and she was like.. what is ur fave fruit. then i had to be stupid enough to say durian! urgh.. *knocks head on the wall* and she asked me what was my fave food and i said beef steak. then we were talking about mad cow disease and such..then she was like..do you eat beef during mad cow disease? then i was like..i did but less cause therez mad cow disease and i trust the government to import beef which hasnt been er...victimised by the disease... you could see me sorta band my head on the wall and everything... URGH!!! i think im gona fail..or im gona get like..what? 15/40? i think im gona get that. my hopes of getting 35/40 are totally diminished. if i do get that, or 33 and above, im gona kiss myself and pamper myself. haha..smthg i havnt done for a long time. im gona like totally er... buy loads of stuff, for myself. if i EVER do get that high.. sigh* i think ernest is gona do better. and hes gona gloat and i think felicia did quite well too... sigh* im faceing strong comeptition! i only practiced once and like..ms chua was supposed to call me but then she didnt. urgh!!!! im so gona dread. im gona have insomania.. but i think i suffer from neurosis. as in.. i worry over nthg. as in..whats done HAS been done..sigh* alot of things happened today..had Lit play..it was ok on the whole. and er.. had geog test. think i did OK. if not, i wld jus manage to just scrape past.. hehex. sigh* the gd news is that i got 43/50 for mi chinese spelling..the fact that i beat kwan who got... 36? haha..he studied. i did, last min. :D:D:D..sigh* have to go to band prac tmr..i finished mi keynote presentation but the damb bloody thing is that i cant read it cause its apple and teacher's fugitsu wont work! i get the whole presentation ready and it has to just.. spill down the drain cause tch's com cant read it.. this is getting sooooooo frustrating. aniwax, im half wae tru mi new book. if i finish it by tmr, its all ms chua's fault. she blames me for reading too fast when..ernest reads faster than me.. and zhuang lao shi, she like.. bias against me like that lor.. she picks on me and doesnt pick on me when he is ever so much more monolingual than i am... at least i got 85! that bloody idiot like..failed?!?!?! favourtism.. hmph. aniwax, its blanche's bdae this thurs! si hui is gona buy a mango cake and everything.. and we all have to chip in smthg so that we can celebrate blanch's bdae in peace.. hopefully, natalie will contribute to make the cost lower.. uh huh. i think i have to dun call him natalie for....2 wks? yeah..its over btw :D. im happi. aniwax, i just heard that some girls in 1/5 are getting ms eng as their tch.. :D:D:D sori..oral examiner :D even betta. shes gona b real strict but i think 1/5 is gona do better than 1/1 for this..as in...their english is like..close to perfect but their vocab and grammer can be close to smitherins... o well..aniwax, today is one of the worst days in my life..damn oral! i hate you! bloody idiot...