hey...im kinda happi and fed up at the same time today.. as in..urgh...i got 16.5 for my english oral and wai yew beat me by 0.5. but i think i took it quite OK. as in...when we were walking to music class, i was like..'ok kwan, say that i suck and that your oral is better than mine' then he was like '0.5 doesnt make a difference' mann was i shocked but for 1 sec. well.. lets just sae i know that hes not that mean. then he was like 'u wana noe y? cuz ure gona beat me in compo anyway' that was when me and fur and ray started laughing. as in..DUH its so obv. haha..he doesnt have to sae it does he? but still, im grateful for not gloating. :D i owe him one. now, its all like..friendly competition. aniwax, during music class, which was the most enjoyable cause we got to loosen up, we were learning about the different indian instruments and we like watched this cool video as in..not necessarily in the way of cool but interesting. as in.. i find every type of instrument interesting except well, sad to say, the chinese ones. yeah..i find them so.. i duno. aniwax, i have been asking myself why i didnt get 17. maybe the 0.5 was because i asked ms eng about asking me a question. yeah..duno. not sure. aniwax.. i now think of wai yew and avelyn as a potential threat in the fight of me getting top for english in class. avelyn's compo is gona pull her down but im not sure about the rest of the paper. she IS from tao nan after all. and wai yew, hes the only boy who can actually out talk me in oral so he faces a potential threat too. mann..im under stress. and felicia? shes dead dangerous in science and pei zhi in geography. so far, i got OK for history. i still hope i can get my top scorer streak. as in..i cldv gotten 20/20 and i didnt which is ironic. uh huh. stupid careless mistake.. sigh* anyway, im gona annalise and re read the whole of chapter 16 and 17 since i dont really like.. connect with them. and im gona study for literature too so after this, im gona lock up my notebook. yes, so this is gona be smthg like my last post until the end of EOYs. until then, im gona start mugging. 1 week to start memorising things is perfectly warming up with me. as in..well, i have to memo loads of stuff like difinations and all so i think i shall like.. study real hard. especially for chinese, literature and science. and geog prehaps. i HAVE to find the paper in which i listed what i couldnt get As for. i think its chinese, science and geography. but im gona polish up my literature. so far, english and history stand strong. math too i think. yes, math. but i need to beat chang hong and ben. we're all having friendly competition. :D. aniways, after music was science and we went into force and pressure and everything. yepx. o yeah..i had my presentation today and my ears went hot. i think its my nervous point. as in...i could sense my ears burning and my hands get all cold like ice. haha.. like all the blood went from my hands to my ears and smthg like that. haha.. mdm salenah copied this power point presentation about those er.. 2004 is here.. 2005 is coming around those type of things. uh huhx. cuz i brought my thumbdrive. mann..im surprised at the erm..IT knowledge that my class has as in when bell asked me y i didnt bring my laptop, i waved my thumbdrive and like.. wai yew was like..'sher! is that wat im seeing?' then i was like..seeing wat? then he was like.. thumbdrive. then qing liang was like..thumbdrive? isnt tt ex? okkk...honestly, i had no idea as in...how m i supposed to know how ex a thumbdrive is? geeze... aniwax, it worked like a babe mann.. as in..i got to transfer my keynote presentation to ppt. rox.. :D:D:D:D:D aniways... mdm salenah said smthg about the presentation. duno wat. uh huhx. and yeah...anyway, rebecca waited outside the class and i think that she was gona tell me smthg but then she left cuz mrs goh kept us in for..15-20 mins. i ate mee rubus.. went to the library, tried to do my chinese homework and lalala.. strolled in wee yang, chang hong, faris and benjamins. as in..both of them. 1/1 and 1/2. yeah..i was like..'did u go to the wrong place?' then they were like..'no' then i was like..' do u noe was this place is?' then they were like yeah.. then i was like ' can u read the signpost?' then they were like 'yeah..' i know i was bing real sarcastic but seeing all the boys who dont like reading go to the library is kinda shocking ya noe? well..in a sarcastic way. anyways... me n jasmine cher and kimberly were like.. talking about duno..smthg. and i was trying to do my chinese tuition hw when benjamin had to come and talk to them and totally distract them by telling them he was concillor. as in..y m i not surprised? i can predict the future. as in.. DUH. i was practically the 1st person outside 1/5 who saw the whole list od councillors.. geeze. aniwax, benjamin, the arrogant one.. the one with the big ego and inflated head and the ONLY irritating scum who calls me mrs ernest chin, went boasting about how ludicurous it was, him bing councillor.. geeze. okkk..ure gona get the impression that i hate him but, i dont. i find him real irritating. its a natural 'gift' of his. what can i say? yeah.. ok..think that i like this crap-nerdy guy who hates me because i got better than him in english and better than him in chinese and hates chinese but still manages to get A guy called ernest chin who looks down on everybody cuz their english aint as good and is an ungraceful, ungentelmanly freak of a specimen? no, i loath him. he thinks hes so smart, strutting around the school. totally anti social cept to boys. as in..geeze. hes the ONLY boy i ever know in sec 1 who doesnt talk to girls unless he has to. as in..no open conversation at all. urgh.. anyway... benjamin keeps calling me mrs ernest chin and i still, to this day, dont know the reason. at least he has dropped 'beloved' but he still pronounces my surname wronly as in..y m i surprised he got 50/100 for his chinese? mann..hes damn bloody stupid. (no offence) as in..my surname in chinses is a totally like.. pronoucable and readable character as in..instead of pronouncing it as zhang, he pronounces it as zong. tell me..where does he learn chinese from? im gona hack that person's head. aniway... he started tell me how poor my chinese was as in..hes contradicting himself. and i stand to this day to say that everybody in 1/2 is a monolingual freak. ok.. some ppl say they can speak chinese..yeah right! one eg, benjamin. he was telling us about his oral complaining about my chinese teacher. couldnt help agreeing with me. as in.. jasmine cher was totally insulting mdm cheng. not that i mind. but they did seem a bit touchy when i talked about their chinese teacher... well..she must have been loads better. aniways.. i was trying to do my chinese but to no avail..sigh* totally depressed bout that. aniwax, i walked to 1A to look for sandy. we were waiting for her see.. so we walked to the canteen, helped her with her chinese homework, saw benjamin walking by..ignored him. as in..hes irritating. as in.. off all things he had to say, he had to say 'remember my face when u sleep girls..' and the thing we dont enjoy most is flirting. as in..he was right off. that idiot flirts too much..not to mention struting around the school like hes god's gift to women! anyway.. me and jasmine cher were snatching sandy's english paper, trying to do everything. as in..we ecastic when it comes to english homework. the fact that i dont have any myself freaks me out. as in..i hardly had anything to do for english! mostly..well, nothing. just revision on our part. yepx. anyway... i went home with crab and sandy but then they were like totally talking amongst themselves and ignoring me and all, i got so pissed.. yes, i got pissed. finally right? lets just sae im an attention seeker and i dont enjoy being ignored..as in..im not used to that. i always have someone to talk to. urgh.. anyway, i started walking and like..jasmine cher tried to pull me back like a 1000 times. seriously, my shoulders hurt now, due to the fact that jasmine cher was tugging my bag and letting it drop to my elbows.. we didnt talk for the whole entire bus ride.. yeah.. im not pissed with her tho. duno. anyway, went back and swam cuz i had nthg to do n no one was at home. snigs. showered, ate dinner, read Angels and Demons, and like..here i am blogging. yeah...buaize!