mann...im having another moodswing! mann...d last time i had mi moodswing was last yr..mi 1st eva.. now, its mi 2nd i dun feel gd at all. im lal frustrated n stressed n pissed n sad n dejected n depressed n so eva confused i feel lyk slapping some1! as in im reli sad cuz i hav been thinkin of last yr n i cant seem to remember the last time jm laughed as in..i totally cant remember! she has lyk..been taken over by this person i completely do now know or its me changing. sigh* im so cold.. as in.. icy. sigh* snow queen of mi class n prob d whole sec 1 to b exact... sigh* im so cold. im lyk..shutting every1 off for no apparent reason n sorri mellons if i totally dissed u especially rebecca. sigh* mann... lyk..so mani ppl r changing n i reli duno if jm is still d same person. Definitely NOT... sigh* i guess she wun eva b d same but then i might not b d same. sigh* i miss everyone. cant wait till expupils dae. sigh* u guys hav no idea how i missed ya ppl. sigh* everyones changing. as in im definitely bing more immature n childish n chris is getting sorta serious now. n ying? haha..shez jus d same as eva.. n morgan. u wld b surprised how much she stayed intact. so mani ppl hav changed! sigh* i feel lyk takin a time turner n remain in 6f 4eva but tt dun b gd. mi class is getting more n more unlyk 6f as in..there isnt morgan to annoy d tchs n there isnt a tch to push around n furthermore, the students just arnt d same! im missing nyps tragically. i nvr thot i wld b so attatched to it as in nyps has been a home more than mi sec sch eva will. sigh* sumtimes, i feel lyk as if sec sch is d same as 6f. then, i feel tt its soooooooo different! its so... weird n everything. n then i meet ppl all ova d place n everything... sigh* mann..i tink i dun remember laughing reli reli happily in sec sch. i dun tink i eva will. i even forgot the last time i laughed in 6f. no, i remember. it was when i told chris n jm how badly i dissed this guy when i was in kindergarden! hahaha...mann...it was d most stupid thing ever n lyk..the messiest part was in graduation party when we spilled drinks around d hall n bcuz of tt, d p6s this yr r likely to not hav a party n they're all angry with our class cuz apparently, dewi told them. so lyk..yeah. mann..d aircon is freazing in mi room. its set at 20 n if ur make shift rm is kinda empty, it wld b cold. but it isnt reli affecting me as in im d snow queen. d icy one whu rarely laughs. boy how much i miss laughing! i reli reli reli miss laughing. i cant remember when was the last time i had a good proper laugh. as in having a gd proper laugh means clutching ur stomache cuz u laughed too hard. sigh* i havnt done tt yet. im gona write it in in mi diary when it happens but i dun tink its gona b soon... as in yeah.. sigh* i hav to go back to sch almost everydae cuz of emcee training n band. i kinda lyk sch cuz i get to meet mi frens n recess is the onli time in which i can literally chill n forget about everything. sigh* wonder what will happen tomorrow.. speaking about tomorrow.. mann.how can i forget? gd luck ben for ur violin exam todae. mann..u r so dead. mrs tan is gona bug u to make u plae a piece on speech dae if ure not gona shadow! haha.. mann.. i totally hope so. im so lucky i gave up playin piano but im quite OK with that as in i still plae d piano but i dun take exams animore. aint tt nice? i noe its nice. haha.. aniwax i hope u didnt get an examinator lyk mine when i was takin mi grade 4 exam as in mi examinator was called mrs PARROT as in mann..ttz lyk kinda weird n everything. hopefully, u will get mr tan. i heard hes quite OK in terms of judging violin..he can b rel mean tho... now lets see... o yes. i went to watch hp n POA n i tink its the WORST movie ever! as in omg. its a complete waste of time n everyting. i hate it. i loatne it. argh!!!!! see..another one of mi fiery temper. mi mum wonders y mi hair isnt red since mi temper is ever so fiery but i cool dowm rel fast except on d time last yr when i duno y but jm n chris made me rel piss..i tink they were lyk..leaving me out without nowing n i sorta got a but immpatient with them n i totally got pissed at them n i was pissed for lyk 1 bloody dae as in tt broke mi record. mi record used to b lyk... 3 mins but now its a whole freakin dae...sigh* so mani things happen in 6 months..sigh* so lyk..im gona sleep now. nite.