aw mann...2nd entry todae. im feeling totally dejected cuz i can't go to visit the tchs yet and o mann...after reading jm's blog, she totally made ma sad, dejected, unhappy, moody, listless and everything like mann... we didn't bcum best frens for like nthg right? itz cuz we feel the SAME so jm, if ure reading this, im feeling totally exactly the same as u. and omg... mi sec 1 class reminds me of 6f and during recess, i look at the deserted class and i sorta remember one particular day when i had the greatest mood swing of my life and watching myself get totally pissed of at nthg at all. boy.. i was laughing like shit and then reb was asking me how cum i was laughing and yeah.. i just told her this class reminded me of 6f cuz i told her sum stuff about 6f and mann.. im feeling totally dejected now cause i miss 6f lots and lots. prob more than anithin in this whole damn world. im feeling kinda cunfused on who to befriend now cause i just don't get the girls in my class! as in boy.. i feel so lonely as in... i miss 6f like shit and i wld do ANYTHING to have a class renuion NOW and like go back to bing in 6f and everything. sigh* i just heard grad on my com. finally got it downloaded. sigh* mann..i miss 6f like shit shit shit!!! sigh* im feeling totally stupid cuz i dun really write about this... sigh* mann.. i miss sch like hell and aw... sobx... and then those stupid girls in my class are so... low class? mann..im rotting out here. im feeling totally angmohish as in as if im in this other planet... sigh* i m not going to survive mann...i better change sch asap!!! im feeling TOTALLY rotty...sigh* i dun see girls as friends when they r in my class. they are like totally unsociable right now.. sigh* i feel as if.. im hollow? as in my brain is totally dead, mi heart is like gone.. im bing totally emotionless drowning myself in my history, geog, math, mt, cme, el, econs, pc...gosh..totally dead type of stuff? its like shit mann.. i hate bing all hollow.. and i seriously feel like going back to nyps again but i can't!!! sigh* mann...im getting all stuffed up..nthg is making me happi at the mom, im feeling TOTALLY miserable cause i had to read jm's blog and get reminded of the past *sobx hystically* and mann... im feeling reli empty and gosh...heartless? sigh* i think the only friends worth knowing are zakia, cheryl and sam's gf..hehe...yeah..and reb obvly. we're sorta like best frens and mayb zheng gang is worth befriending and erm..ikh shan? and erm... still got... bellinda and... pei han. yepx. hehe...gtg now...buaize..aunt jenny's bf is here! gotta pour the tea...haha..mulan's matchmaker..hehe...now pour the tea..to please your future in laws... hehe..toodles!